An Update from me.

[mossh]

Just to let you know I am still alive after selling Mattie.

I just needed a break from horses completely. I didn't even watch them on telly (!).

Basically since I sold Mattie, I realised how ill I'd made myself with the stress of it all and that life would be easier now.
Selling Mattie also made me see that other things needed to change and one of those things was my OH.

So I decided to finish it with my OH as he was making me bloody miserable, was clingy and quite controlling (he had a temper tantrum because I was at work by myself with my Boss!).
He had no social skills at all ever and I'm very sociable and loud and I felt he was dragging me down as I never saw my friends anymore so I gave him the heave ho!
I have caught up with all my friends since then and spent far too many hours in the pub ;D
He's devastated apparently but I've been dancing around my front room, so was the right choice by far!
So now I'm young, free and single and very nearly 20 years old!!

I've also had a ridiculous amount of hair chopped off

[fimacg]

Hi Mosh, glad you are back, sounds like you have given your life a complete overhaul and are loving every minute of the 'new' or should I say 'true' you.

Somethimes it takes one thing to spark another and I am so pleased that you feel so much happier. Enjoy life as you say you are free and single and far too young to be tied down in a serious relationship.

[fleabitten]

Woo, go mosh!!! Good to hear from you mosh and i am glad you are feeling happier.

I too have been feeling a lot better since christmas - after i sold kieran i felt the worst i have ever felt in my entire life but now i have moved on and things are so much more positive for me. I bet you are glad to have a fresh start, thats the way i have felt about it - leaving behind the things which before were making me miserable and concentrating on the better things - changing riding schools for one example.

((hugs)) good to hear from you hun

[brigadier]

Sometimes a complete overhaul is needed! Sounds like you are in a better place!

[mossh]

Its great, I'm loving work, boss is a lovely eejit
Been hanging with my brother more, having fun jamming together till the guitar string snapped in his face
Been to the pub a lot, partying etc.

Booked my first driving lesson today!

[florence]

Woooo hooo! You go girl! Sounds like you've given your life a spring clean and everything's sparkly and new again. It certainly sounds like you've had a great wieght lifted from your shoulders. Good on you!

[rainbow]

yeah i never did like him! you are definalty so much better without him (matt i mean) its nice that your goin out and finally enjoying yourself! nice to see ya happy

[mossh]

lol he's a moron
And so melodramatic. He rang me the other day asking why I "left him" and my grandad shouted, "she didn't! SHE DUMPED YOU!"
i laughed:P

[zara]

Well done you, it takes a great deal of courage to do what you have done; onwards and upwards! Zx

[kitcat]

It's good to hear that things are going so well for you. Well done for sorting things out.