Post by Jen on Jan 9, 2010 3:11:33 GMT
... to get some flaming sleep around here??
i have been up since 6 friday morning, i am up again at half 7 this morning for yards and i want to do is get some flaming sleep. i understand that they are away from home for the first time and like to have a party every now and again but this is the second time this week i have been awake at this time. i wouldnt mind but i am missing lectures as a result of sheer exhaustion which means i am getting behind on coursework and assignments etc.
yards has knackered me out and i have it all again tomorrow as anybody not in college cant (the large majority - as in almost all of the students) so therefore i have to help out with yards even though im not even supposed to be in college but as i cant get home i have to do yards. it is no joke being outside in the snow from 7am to 4pm, freezing cold and soaked through to the skin from the bleeding snow melting as it lands on me but they just dont seem to understand that. B was saying that he has been on pigs since 6am but he gets the whole weekend to sleep and i dont. if i dont get enough sleep then i get extremely ill - ranging from throwin up for days on end to my iron levels dropping extremely low and not being able to drag myself from my bed for sometimes up to weeks.
it is making seriously consider not living in at college which although would be really expensive travelling in every day i might get some sleep and then not have them going on at me for being grumpy.
im so sick of it, i even took my book and went for a cig and sat in the cig shelter for an hour getting some peace and quiet just because it was the only way i could, but then they all followed me just in case i got lonely.
i am that frustrated that i actually keep crying and there is no signs of them letting up either. sorry for the rant but i just needed to get it off my chest.
i have been up since 6 friday morning, i am up again at half 7 this morning for yards and i want to do is get some flaming sleep. i understand that they are away from home for the first time and like to have a party every now and again but this is the second time this week i have been awake at this time. i wouldnt mind but i am missing lectures as a result of sheer exhaustion which means i am getting behind on coursework and assignments etc.
yards has knackered me out and i have it all again tomorrow as anybody not in college cant (the large majority - as in almost all of the students) so therefore i have to help out with yards even though im not even supposed to be in college but as i cant get home i have to do yards. it is no joke being outside in the snow from 7am to 4pm, freezing cold and soaked through to the skin from the bleeding snow melting as it lands on me but they just dont seem to understand that. B was saying that he has been on pigs since 6am but he gets the whole weekend to sleep and i dont. if i dont get enough sleep then i get extremely ill - ranging from throwin up for days on end to my iron levels dropping extremely low and not being able to drag myself from my bed for sometimes up to weeks.
it is making seriously consider not living in at college which although would be really expensive travelling in every day i might get some sleep and then not have them going on at me for being grumpy.
im so sick of it, i even took my book and went for a cig and sat in the cig shelter for an hour getting some peace and quiet just because it was the only way i could, but then they all followed me just in case i got lonely.
i am that frustrated that i actually keep crying and there is no signs of them letting up either. sorry for the rant but i just needed to get it off my chest.