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Post by fleabitten on Oct 28, 2009 17:36:14 GMT
Ever feel like you could just crawl into a hole forever?
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Post by florence on Oct 28, 2009 20:45:53 GMT
Oh yes, I know that one.
BUT I also know he feeling when you can just run and run and run just for the joy of it.
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Post by Blonde Donkey on Oct 28, 2009 20:59:55 GMT
Yep got that frequently when i was on the AD's. Now i just want to run and play and share the joy with those around me *starts jumping and throwing fairy dust*
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Post by dannyboy on Oct 28, 2009 21:23:10 GMT
Yip, often recently!! Whats up hun?
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Post by fleabitten on Oct 28, 2009 23:20:34 GMT
Not really sure, just past few months have kept saying i wish i could just curl up and be in a hole forever. I wouldnt mind that except i would miss company. Just get swings of depression every now and then, maybe. I dont really know.
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gnuton
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Post by gnuton on Oct 29, 2009 15:52:32 GMT
Hi Flea and yes I used to feel like that. If I was home by myself I would actually go into the closet, or tuck myself in under the desk, bury my head in my arms and cry. I was so miserable.
I've been on anti-depressants now for 5 or 6 years. What a God send. I was so used to feeling flat, sad, and angry, had no interest in going anywhere or doing anything that when the pills started their work it was like I had been born again. I started to play the piano again, play with the dogs, found enough courage to buy me horses.
I never want to be that broken woman again.
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Post by scattymare on Oct 29, 2009 19:07:00 GMT
Ah Flea hun its cr*p being a woman sometimes. We have too many emotions for our own good. I think its quite natural to feel that way sometimes. And you've been through a lot with Keiran recently thats not been easy. I think Racaille once gave a gem of a biy of advice - try and find one thing each day to make you smile. I have used this many times and it can be something so simple - a bunny playing in the field, my cat doing her 'feed me' eyes. Hold that picture in your head for the day. It doesn't totally make things go away but it makes things that little bit better. Chin up hon x
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Post by dannyboy on Oct 29, 2009 20:44:03 GMT
Flea, I too as a teenager went through a difficult time with my emotions and I would say I had a spell of depression. It didn't last much longer than a few months (medication free) and then I began to enjoy life again. I'm afraid Scatty is right - women seem to have all the joys in life!!
If you ever need to talk, you know I'm here for you hun. x
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Post by duckles on Oct 29, 2009 20:44:12 GMT
Hugs Flea- Scatty is right - the joys of being female! Hope all will be bright and shiney very soon xx
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Post by fleabitten on Oct 29, 2009 20:45:34 GMT
Thanks everyone - i wish we could all have a big group hug!
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